9.7.17
with audio titled '170709_2945_Mum_at_My_House.MP3' in part 3 audio folder
https://app.box.com/s/84xdu9hae9iett5dw86ke9eokhorlx4d
my mum calls me yesterday at around 9pm and says 'hello, how are you' 'what have you been doing?'
i immediately reply with 'what do you want' - in a not too rude or blunt tone
she repeats something similar or the same 'i want to see how you are, how are you'
i repeat the same.. she says 'are you going to claire's tomorrow?' with a slight laugh (and her laughs are categorized to be specific)
i tell her to wait for a text from nit and we can get a lift
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whilst lying down at around 2.30, she arrives unexpected
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she immediately begins to build up the momentum - by she i mean the handler program class
it is not recorded + you cannot capture that on the audio either
so she begins by in her entry, dominating and doing things & asking things without a respect - it is this non-tolerance & i'm asking questions to see whether you are mentally ill & because you are mentally ill
there is a lot of DEW noise, covariant to the nano/space-time fabric (i am aware, and wish to remain calm and continue)
i had to turn the dictaphone on, because she started to get so auto-pilot on the whole thing, so i don't record the reason for recording, which is from me saying about asking aman's solicitor to request a quote about freehold, she immediately in the condescending voice says - how are you going to get the money - how are you going to pay for it - do you have money.. - does not want to listen - wants to score points first & foremost
i explain, it doesn't resolve that relationship-state, it will always be reset to that for all business-matters
after that, she sits down on my stool and looks at the jewelry, and picks up claire's one, and says 'how much did this cost', i say i'd rather not say, she continues, 'where are you getting the money' ' you don't have the money' 'it's not essential' 'why are you giving them these', not one thing is said that is positive + there is still DEW saturation negative
i've had enough at this point, and get to the dictaphone, during that small snippet of recording it is still high on the DEW covariance but it is not captured, so it appears somewhat normal - it is not
i have to leave the room, because she is in the polluted-radiating state, and speak on the dictaphone, she then has that look that suspicious mothers who are 'stuck in their ways' has as i look over and notice her, and so that part of the recording takes place
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whilst at claire's (prem+candy's) place she once more says nothing positive, and to note, prem sr says nothing, barely looks me in the eyes, barely engages with me, and ignores me when i mention anything about this in passing - it is orchestrated + an image i had of him about a week ago was of him in a batman suit whilst i was on my lawn, another eugenics-body-double covariant

text message sent to mum & sister whilst walking to claire's:
Mum is not welcomed to my house anymore unless with another family member. She is antagonistic and vindictive. Wanting to be uncooperative & wanting to incite & create argument, showing no respect or politeness. No thank you. Thank You.
[when she read it, she said 'thank you very much alvin' - inability to recognise & accept]

10.7.17
waking up today, has me walking passed the road of vinn's the tailor with a lookalike of the shaven-head caucasian who sat next to me cross-legged and was asking me about meditation
then a lookalike of the laughing crazy muslim guy as i walk past the underground station
then of a dr carter lookalike on his bike whilst i walk passed wilko
other orchestrations are EVERYTHING.. i may as well moderate the entries, otherwise it'll get silly, but it's just a 'different setting different day'

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